Forgiveness is about letting go of resentment. While that may seem like a great idea, the truth is we\u2019ve got a lot invested in our resentments. After all, it’s much easier to blame you, or the government, or that guy at work for whatever’s going wrong.\u00a0 At least it’s not me.<\/p>\n
But blame is like a snake with two heads. As long I’m holding you responsible for my misery, by default I’m also giving you responsibility for my well-being. In essence I’m saying, \u201cI can’t feel good unless you change.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n
And, as if it weren’t bad enough, there’s an even more insidious undercurrent to blame that says, \u201cIf it’s your fault that this happened, then I must not have been able to keep it from happening.\u201d<\/i><\/p>\n
In other words, I was powerless to keep this bad thing from happening. By blaming you I’m admitting to myself that I’m not good enough or strong enough or lovable enough or worthy enough or whatever enough to stop bad things from happening.<\/p>\n
In essence, I’m powerless.<\/p>\n
That’s what it comes down to. It’s this perception of powerlessness that breeds the resentment. It doesn’t matter what happened or who did it. What matters is that I feel disconnected from that innate power by which I control my own life.<\/p>\n
And I’m blaming you for it.<\/p>\n
This sense of powerlessness can take on many forms. It can feel like fear, insecurity or unworthiness. I can feel unlovable, stupid or ugly. I can be depressed, angry, fearful or frustrated. But no matter what this powerlessness feels like, or what shape it takes, it always feels bad. Sometimes it just makes me uneasy. Sometimes it feels horrible and sometimes it’s downright unbearable. But as long as I keep blaming you for my awful feeling<\/i>, it will never go away; it will only get worse.<\/p>\n
But that doesn’t mean it has to end there. It doesn’t mean I can’t change my perception around whatever happened. It doesn’t mean I can’t take responsibility for how I respond. It doesn’t mean I can’t take my power back.<\/p>\n
And that’s what this Forgiveness Story<\/i> process is all about – taking our power back.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"